entry 01 sundayswithme

entry 01

hello. 

here i am, back again at this blog thing. trying to make sense of my internal struggles and dialogues to heal myself. heartbreaks have become a part of my human design.  every time it digs deeper to reveal a new wound. 

sitting in my room feeling trapped in my own emotions and pain,  again. 

the country has changed. the timezone has changed. the intensity of feeling pain has also changed. the fluctuations of my emotions have changed. the healing methods have changed(to a degree). 

the suffering has not. the disappointments have not. the pain has not.the numbness has not. it is getting heavy again. 

so, here i am typing out in a blog in hopes of healing myself and reviving my soul in vain. 

i am going to keep my blogging as a habit again. perhaps a weekly post - sundayswithme. creating my own bubble to express every last emotion before it engulfs me into the vortex. i am not going there again.it has been 5 years since i could be in a space to even verbalise my pain. i am guessing this is a good sign to end suffering.  would this blog finally be my way to have a chat with my higher self? whatever this may turn out - it shall be a weekly once post to explore what i had missed out .